I have this feeling of dissatisfaction. Maybe it's being in a rut? Maybe it's a mix of things. Getting older, being alone, not having much to say for yourself, not really seeing any real change on the horizon. I'm not sure what it is. I know I'm very tired today, so maybe I'm being moodier than usual. The weather has been so dreary a damp too. I think that just adds to my feeling of irredeemable averageness.
Yeah, I'm in a mood, and it will pass. But right now, I feel like a real loser.
Posted by Ith at October 24, 2002 5:18 PM